To top it all off, I had such an amazing time with him 💕 #arewecuteyet
The long awaited caption I was supposed to give. (I was forced to do this jk.) Hehe this girl is just absolutely awesome! She knows me better than anyone out there, and never gave up on me despite what we went through. I’m really grateful to have her in my life. She’s helped me through a lot of tough situations, and I know she’ll have my back. You’re amazing baby! <3
Is this really gonna be the end of us? Will it be the end of everything we’ve ever had? Our friendship, our relationship, our ability to speak to each other. Is that really gonna go all down the drain all because of me. You know I never wanted to break up with you, but its just not fair of me to stay when I don’t feel the same way anymore. Justene, you deserve a really great guy, and maybe I’m not that guy. Maybe I am, but right now I highly doubt it. Otherwise, I wouldn’t have done this. I know how you’re feeling right now, and it kills me knowing that its my fault. I cried my eyes out last night while we were talking. I can’t even look at you anymore because I can tell how you’re feeling with just one glance, and it really just kills me seeing what I did to one of my best friends. Justene, no matter what happens I’ll still be your best friend, even if it means that you won’t talk to me. I’ll still be here. I made a promise to you, and I plan on keeping it. But for now, I know it isn’t the best idea to talk to you, and it won’t be for awhile. I’ll just try and give you some time or something, but you really need to know that I’m just one text away. I still have your back. I told you I wasn’t like the rest of the guys you dated, but I guess in a way I kind of am. I’m a jerk aren’t I? There’s really no other way to put it. Is it understandable? Yeah, I guess so, but either way the damage I caused, the trouble I put you through, the pain I put you through, all the tears you shed, were all because of me. I’m really sorry Justene. I’m sorry I couldn’t be the guy you deserved. I’m sorry I put you through this. I’m truly sorry Justene, and I hope you’ll forgive me. But if you don’t, I understand. I’m still here for you though. You’ll have other people to talk to first, but if there really is no one, I’ll be here.
jk. if i didn’t want to do this, I wouldn’t have. Here’s a post dedicated to my amazing, beautiful girlfriend. Babe you’ll have to read this somehow, but we’re skyping right now so maybe not aha. You’ll just have to wait and see what I posted hehehe… Anyways babe, you’ve been absolutely amazing since we started talking and dating. Yeah we get into fights, but so does every other couple. In the end, we still have feelings for each other. You’re such an awesome girl, and I wouldn’t trade you for anyone else. Always remember that okay? Hehe hope you read this soon! c:
Why aren’t I good enough? Why do I always tend to fuck things up? Why is it that I can’t make you happy? Why does all the effort I put seem to not matter in the end? I just want this to work out, but the way you talk about us says otherwise.
Its @tenetenetene’s birthday! Yeah I know it’s kind of late, but I figured better late than never right? If you haven’t wished her a happy birthday, you should! Because she’s my girlfriend! Anyway here’s your actual message babe:
Happy birthday sweetheart! You’ve been a part of this world for 18 years now! You’re getting pretty old… Anyway, now that you’re 18 and ready to start college, you have a lot more to look forward to! College is gonna be a whole new experience for you. Even though I won’t be in college with you, somehow, I’ll be a part of your college life. I know we barely get the chance to do couple stuff, but that doesn’t bother me too much. What’s important is that I have you in my life! You’ve been there for me through thick and thin. You know me better than anybody else really. I’m sooo lucky to have a girlfriend like you, and I’ll do my best to make you happy. Well, happy birthday again buba <3
“I cried alone every night. It felt like every day that past here stole another piece of my real life away. After I cried, I’d go and fight as hard as I could. My only thought was of winning, moving forward, and getting stronger. But then I saw someone napping in the shade at the plaza. It made me so mad. I told him to stop wasting his time. And he replied that it was Aincrad’s best season and its best weather setting, too. So entering a dungeon would be a waste. Then I tried lying down as well and I slept like a baby. When I awoke it was evening and he looked a bit annoyed. But as we partied up together…Even in this world he was really living. He wasn’t losing a day in the real world. He was gaining a day here. The one who taught me that was Kirito-kun. When I began thinking of him as I fell asleep, I stopped having nightmares. I began to look forward to seeing him. For the first time since I arrived here…I was happy. To me, Kirito-kun is the meaning of my two years here, and proof that I’m alive. The reason I tried the NerveGear that day was so that I could meet him.”